blondes and brunettes

she parted her legs to show me the way
her eyes as glazed and welcoming
and i was stuck without a will.

it had started with a little love
and a whole lot of remorse
spending years with a broken heart
and a broken home
expecting the least that you possibly can
and turning out as majestic as this
could only mean being special, or ignorant.

to escape into another world
where imaginations run wild
and is spilt over to reality.

i calmly looked her in the eyes
and she nodded and smiled
knowing wholly what remained unsaid.
dressed and ready to go she bent over
and grazed my lips with hers
i had never loved anyone more.

the money still lay untouched,
right next to the loaded barrel
with the promise of coming back.

lies.

incomplete i lay for a while
i was on duty
i was always on duty
had been for the past twenty year
and still felt as incomplete as ever.